So I withdrew myself of my meds after Graduation 2003. Every since than I've been faced with different struggles. It all started winter of 03-04 when i'd be outside in the cold my muscles would constrict. over the years it progressed so lose of neck muscles and arms and legs. To the point of face planting. It than progressed to me laughing and sad emotions.
In 2014
I used my insurance to try to find out what happens and why. $5K to have an MRI, EKG, CAT SCAN, to see a Neurologist just to be told its in my head and to avoid the things that trigger it. So its still unknown as to what it is.
Is it a side Effect from all those years on meds.
Did the Meds cover this to where I didn't see it.
So many possibilities and unknown choices. Being told to take a flying leap. One of my biggest fears is not being able to fix and repair from it. I hate felling like everyone watching waiting for me to fail.
I've narrowed it down to possible Thoracic Outlook Syndrome, Convulsion Disorder. I just hope to find the answer before they get to serious.
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