Have you every meet someone that you just knew was the one? You knew from that first day they would become your world, you would grow old together? Many of us search our whole lives looking for that connection, that image we draw in our heads to give us our perfect match. Only to one day have it all shattered and realize that your dream will never become a reality.
Forbidden Love
The moment your heart stops. The every thought that is wasted by there image. You tell yourself your over you moved on but than you catch yourself wondering if you really did. You know you love them but that for circumstances at hand you can not be together. Though everyone sees you hang out together and its natural for them to see you as one a couple, husband and wife you have both been mistaken many of times.
There not perfect but neither are you but to you they are everything. The tenderness they only have shown you, the many nights you held them while they cried, the many nights they knew that you just needed to be held. The memories of all the above and beyond they did for you. When you recall them you make them seem to be a perfect angle, yet when you talk of the bad they are terrifying.
That no matter what happenes or how long your apart you can't get them out of your thoughts. That deep down in your heart you know you will be together again yet everything in your mind says to stay away. You do everythiing to keep yourself away from them but know that something as simple as talking or seeing one another could throw everything you work so hard to fight will just crumble at your feet.
You want the best for them. And sometimes Matters of the Heart are not the best for oneself. You want to do everything within your power to know they will always be safe. Yet you understand they need to find there way on there own just like you have done.
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