Sometimes when you wake up your just lazy and don't want to get up. But for someone like me its more of a I cant I'm drained i'm tired let me go back to sleep. Knowing you have places and things to do you force yourself to get up. Only to fall back to sleep while trying to put your shoes on. Having that continuous fear of will I fall asleep somewhre I Shouldn't or do something I could be in danger for.
For many think narcalepsy just means you fall asleep all the time and thats false. I could stay awake one day all day and than turn around and the next not even last more than a couple of house. My biggest fear anymore is working out, or going swimming. Continuously afraid what if something happenes and nobody notiecies untill its super late to do anything to help. So instead I avoid any and all things to try and help control syptoms.
Leaving a uneventful life being afraid to go do the things you once enjoyed fearing you may get rt or someone else. Not being able to visit friends because it's no safe to drive that far anymore.
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